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Saturday, Feb. 14, 2004 - 10:15 P.M. It has been a week since Richard went back under the knife on Sunday a.m. to get wire-lead-thingie hooked back up . The pacemaker he has is referred to as a "demand" pacemaker because they respond to your heart's needs; they activate when your heart rate is too slow and they switch off when your heart rate is too high. Interesting fact of the day: There may be a personality change after heart surgery. They don't tell you that in the Dr's office. They have booklets "Emotions and Your Heart " on the Take One Board but they do not talk about it to you. I should have remembered from when my father had his first heart surgery. I didn't. And so I found myself getting very upset after an episode of what is described in that booklet happened. Mood swings and depression are normal feelings after surgery. I would be very selfish if I were to hold him accountable for the post-surgery craziness that happened. If you are reading this and know what I mean, then fine. If not, just remember for future reference what I said : Mood swings and depression are normal feelings after surgery. There are 2 full stacks of "Emotions and Your Heart " on the Take One Board. Nobody takes them I guess. I took one and read it but I thought it would be different in our situation. Wrong. I am happy to report that we are okay now. I have come too far to be anything less than glad that Richard is alive and I will get through this situation. Nobody said it would be easy but it is definitely worth it. Love covers a lot of stuff. Thank you to all who wrote and left notes; it is appreciated and I draw strength from you.
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